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Friday, September 18, 2020

To love someone more than yourself. The identity of the fool.

Who doesn't dream of touching the sky?  Who doesn't want to get ahead in their life?  Everyone wants to climb the stairs of success in their life.  Everyone runs after money.


 Like all people, I also had a habit of running after money, I too was tempted to touch my face.  I also wanted to progress a lot.  My whole childhood was cut into poverty.  When I was of age playing with toys, I used to work in a toy store.


 I used to feel comfortable playing with these toys, but the strength was so strong that these toys were only allowed to be sold to the children of Amirzade.


 When my salary was Rs 750 on 8th of every month, with these half money, I had to buy father's medicine and ration for half the money.  Could not bear the expenses of  While fighting these conditions, nothing was known when the childhood had passed.  But even in the midst of these conditions, I continued to study till 12th in some way.


 After passing the 12th, I moved out of my small town and reached a big metropolis like Delhi.  After coming here, I faced many problems, but after these troubles I got a job in a call center.  I was unaware of everything new here and being ignorant of everything, I started focusing on my work.  I did not want to spend the next life in a situation like childhood.  That is why I was doing my work with full vigor and honesty.  It had been about 10 months since I joined the job in that call center, but the office was never late in all these days.  But one day I reached office a little late.  All the people who worked with me were busy with their work, in the meantime, I had to keep an eye on a new face among these people.

Brown hair, mascara in eyes, pink lips with a small sweet dot on her forehead.  She was removing the hair coming on her face with her left hand.  But still her hair was getting braided on her face.  After seeing him, I did not even want to turn my eyes to the other side.  It seemed that today the whole world would come to a standstill and every person and thing would remain in the same state as if my eyes were on its face.  If the fairies in heaven had lived in truth, then perhaps they too would have lived the same way.


 I went to my place and sat down and forcibly removed my mind from there and sat on the computer screen.  After this I got busy with work.  By the way, I did not mean much to girls in those days.  Due to which the relationship with the girls was not possible.  While I was busy on a call, the girl with brown hair touched my shoulders and made some gestures.  I turned and saw him, this time his eyes fought for a moment with my eyes, but I immediately took a second look.  But then I understood his problem.  Maybe !  There was some problem with his headphones.  I showed my hand and indicated to him to stop for a few seconds and I started talking to the customer on the call again.


 " What happened ?  “I asked him after the customer disconnected the call.

There is no sound in headphones.  Maybe some problem has come. "  She said.


 If she wanted, she could have given this information to the IT department of the call center, but she told me about IT.  I also got a good chance to talk to him and I did not want to lose this opportunity by telling it to the IT department.  So I took my headphones out and put them on my system's CPU and came close to it.  He took out his headphones and gave them to my hand.  At the same time, her soft fingers spurs my fingers.  With the touch of his fingers, there was a flash of lightning all over my body.


 When he removed the headphones jack and inserted it back, the problem of his voice was gone.

Now the voices are coming. "  I said giving headphones.


 "Thanks" she said smiling.


 I also got my smile a little with his smile. And back we both got busy with work.


 At lunch, we both went to the cafeteria together and had breakfast at the same table.  Meanwhile, a lot of things happened between us.  She named her name Deepika and she was from Delhi.  From that day on we became very good friendship and apart from the call center, both of us had started talking by phone. Our relationship was growing very fast.  Within just 20 days, we started going out on both weekends.


 One day, both me and Deepika went to a nearby star circle on weekends.  When the geostationary show started in the constellation, we had a fictional galaxy.  In which there were millions of stars and millions of planets.  I was very excited to see all these things.  Deepika was next to me.  His left hand fingers were wrapped with the fingers of my right hand.  It seemed as if both are living together for centuries.

 Like these fingers, I too was lost in my thoughts.  In this imaginary sky Ganga, Deepika and I started traveling in the entire sky Ganges by becoming a real life partner.  My confusion broke when the show ended and people started coming out of there.


 There was a flower sho

p near the main court of Puspa Mahal, in which various types of flowers were being sold in addition to roses.  I bought a rose flower for 60 rupees from that shop.  Seeing a good opportunity, proposed Deepika.  I had been with Deepika for more than a month.  But today, while proposing it, my blast was not hitting less than the speed of any superfast train.  Without placing my head on my chest, his voice could be heard clearly from far away.


 " I love you too .. "

Hearing these few words from his lips, my ears felt satisfied as if the rain drops on the happy sand.  I was very happy that day.  After that there was happiness everywhere in our life.  The next month I was promoted and was made the floor manager directly from the call receiver.  Due to which my salary was also doubled.  Now life was cutting into fun.  Even after sending some money to the Father, she used to save a lot of money and in addition to this she used to take somewhere along with Deepika every weekend.


 Me and Deepika spent many nights together in the hotel.  One night we were both in a hotel called Taj coromandal in Delhi.  By the way most of our nights were spent in this hotel.  That night I asked Deepika for marriage, she refused saying, "I am not thinking about it right now.  But soon I will tell you thinking "


 "Okay, never mind."  I am also in no hurry to get married. "  I asked to change his answer.


 Deepika had now become an integral part of my life.  It was useless to imagine living without him.

One day I was about to leave for office, then the phone of the little uncle from the village came and he said that my father's health is very bad.  He has kidney infections.  The father  will have to undergo an operation as soon as possible.  Otherwise, his life can also be lost.


 I got upset after hearing this.  Apart from some money, I had made (made) some friends among these two.  After taking advance from these friends and company, the entire one lakh and eighteen thousand rupees were arranged.  When Deepika came to know about her father's illness, she came to me with 20 thousand rupees for help.  There was enough money for the father's operation.


 It was night, so I told Deepika to stay in my room, she used to stay far away from where I lived.  She was not staying in my room for the first time today. Even before that she had stayed here for many nights.

Even on this day she agreed to stop without thinking.  Perhaps she knew that I am very much upset today and she did not want to leave me alone in this situation.


 By around 11 in the night, both of them had eaten and slept.


 The next day when my eyes opened, the ground under my feet slipped.  Both the money bag and Deepika were missing.  I looked for her everywhere in the room, bathroom but she looked somewhere.  I am scared .  Has anything gone wrong?  I placed a call on Deepika's number. Her number was coming off.  I tired and went to his flat (house).  I went to his house only last week, due to which I knew the address of his house. On reaching there, I understood so much that there was something wrong with me.


 The flat's house Malik said, "She has gone with her husband at 5 in the morning.  She suddenly told me yesterday that she has been transferred to the job separately and has to report there soon.  Because of which I am emptying this room. "


 "She had a husband too?"  I asked in astonishment.


 "Yes, her husband used to work in a clothes shop next door."

 After listening to Malik of the flat, I understood completely.  They have cheated me, made me stupid and have run away with my money.


 I was very upset by that incident.  Still kept searching for him in the city all day, but he had no trace of it.  In the evening, uncle's call came back and asked about the money.


 I kept quiet after listening to him and started crying.


 "Son, you are right, are you not?  "Uncle said.


 "Yes "


 "Son, come with money till morning or else it will be difficult to save your mind."  This is told by the doctor.  “Uncle ji said in a little voice.


 "I will definitely come tomorrow with money.  Do not worry.  "I spoke before disconnecting the call."

 I had to juggle money till morning.  There was no way left for me, then suddenly an idea came to my mind.  And I went to steal the house of my room onwar  I knew it was wrong.  My mind tried many times to stop it from doing this, but I went inside the house after killing my soul.  It was almost two o'clock in the night.  As soon as I went inside the house to steal, the secretary caught me and I was handed over to the police.  I had a car in the morning to go home.  But I went to jail.


 Here, my father yearned for the operation and uncle kept waiting for me outside the hospital.  The doctor repeatedly kept talking to uncle for money.  But neither the money reached there nor did I reach.


 Ultimately, due to lack of money, the operation did not happen and the father died. Uncle continued to wait for me till the cremation ground and redial my mobile number repeatedly.  But I could not reach there either.  In this way everything of mine was ruined.  And I kept rotting in jail for many years.  It was just my fault that I truly loved someone, trusted someone more than myself.

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